oops.

Ripped my pants today at work. Perhaps its time to get more serious about working out? Ohh...it's so difficult, I've tried so hard. :/

Progress Halted. And reversed. A LOT

But there are reasons...not that I'm one to make excuses...haha...I really wish I was able to upkeep my exercise program before Arizona, but 2 things have been my enemy for the past week and a half: TIME (huuuuge), and my possibly having diabetes. I am so behind in school work that I honestly can't afford to take the time to go to the gym for an hour. Writing this is like the most offtask I've been in a long time, so I'll keep it short. Also, I got ANOTHER blood test back, (yeah, still for the "mystery" illness), and the doctors have finally noticed a trend, and that is on my elevated blood glucose levels. So I checked the symptoms, and they all coincide, so I'm getting tested, again. I have been struggling to adjust my diet, as keeping it low carb is nearly impossible for me, especially in the aspect of the sugar department, and so I've had a lot of highs and lows lately. So by the end of the day, I just binge...because that entire day had sucked, and I know I can just sleep off any ill feelings from what I eat at night, instead of having to deal with it throughout my day. Backwards, right. Oh well...I will get to work out this weekend since I'm working at the gym, so that's good. :) only 8 days until arizona!! And my interview is tomorrow :) Wish me luck. BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!